ASK GOD - TO GUIDE YOU
Many people prayer the prayer of "Repentence", and felt good or even great depending on their circumstances.
The prayer of prepentence is very simple, in any language - Just say to God, "There is no God but you! Forgive me and guide me".
I did this many years ago, and the results were amazing! I still am fasinated by the resutls even now.
Try it. What have your to loose? Do it now. Don't put it off. Just do it. Ask God to forgive you and guide you!.
It works especailly good for non-Muslims - if they take this chance and do it.